Exams ended. Hope i can clear through all modules, Don't want to ta-bao:( slept for 3 hours in the afternoon. the nicest and non-worry nap of the week!

After PTEC paper, in the bus on the way home, I kept thinking of the schedule i should put myself in from now. Too lazy to work but if i stay at home my mum will definately nag till my ears drop..haha from experiences. Looking out for jobs which can have flexi hours, need not report to work everyday and dun need use too much brain the job plus pay high high.. haha

When i was secondary 3, my mum invited a feng shui master to look at our house feng shui. I happen to be at home on that day when he came. He took a look at my palms and say i will go overseas for futher studies. I wonder which line on my hands that tells him so. If can find him back again, it will be quite fun to find out what else my palm says. Curious about my future. But thinking back could my intention to study overseas 'generate' because of that? Is it because people have thinking on this line that's why religions disagree 'fortune -teller'? I am a person who is afraid of failure and i want to only do things which is within my ability. i fear diasppointing others and fear people thinks that i am useless. If my intelligence is below the average, mayb i should go for something which is within what i can do, slower. Well now just got to see what my fate really wants me to be in.

These two days haven been in good mood. Just getting very easily agitated over little little stuffs. Maybe it's exams stress. Talked to raf on the way home. She said it's normal and most likely this reaction is due to exams and she had the same experience too. Just wanting to vent my high pressure 'steam': cos it seems like everyONE is forever so busy with packed schedule forever. Empty promises, forgotten. Give me some time to settle my EMO-tions ok?

Church reforming, from 1 building to 2 buildings. One in cck anoother in jurong west. In two weeks time we will be having services at jurong west while cck building upgrades. After two more sundays, cck people will move back to cck. Haiz, i am really going to miss mj and the nice people of jurong west. I am going to be super lonely and awkward! Sometime ago, i keep having the intention to switch to other charismatic church but my roots are thick and long, think need lots of time before i can. Reasons.. erms wont elaborate..