Finally, no pending quizzes. Last 2 weeks was bad. Fell sick and have yet to recover till now. Coughing spell which i think initiated by over inhaling of wet paint drying. Went to the doctor 9days after self medication doesn't work. Suppose it should be a non-drowsy medicine, am i weak? felt like sleeping after consuming them. Never ending assignments and tutorials. Lab report, which i haven touch a word or understand the experiment yet. Now i just want to do the minimal, just enough for me to get through my years successfully. Made many new friends, like the norm, i could only recognize them my face and not by name. Went to comex sales last Thursday and bought a new Laptop, Fujitsu s6420. Still getting use to the new system. At times i felt that my dell was more responsive and faster in terms of running programs. Went back to comex on Saturday to change the fan for my lappy, too rough and broke 1 leg of the fan support and to claim my free slipcase. Helped a friend to find a portable speaker too.

I dun know why did i did that. People around ask me why. I have no answer. No answer to the decisions i make. No answer to what i want to do next. No explanation as to my behavior and action. Just following the flow and doing things that will just get me to get pass each day. Wonder when i start behaving like that. Quarreled with my mum last week. She got fed up because i wet my hair too late. She dug out many things which she was unhappy about regarding me. Stress and uptight by tests plus not feeling well, i start to defend myself. Not like the usual me who will keep quiet because i know she will definitely drift to the point of leaving home. The act of me defensing myself tearing-ly indeed trigger the blast. Not knowing what's in me, i just start to nag non-stop at her.. the details... secret. And guess i won the battle. She did not show me black face the next day but instead boil bird's nest for me:) But there is a real need to find out and change for the better now on.