Went cycling at Pulau Ubin on 23rd June 2010. The weather seemed fine in the morning and early afternoon. Sky was a little cloudy with lots of sunshine. We met at Tanah Merah Mrt at 9am. After which, had lunch in Changi Village. Most of us ate at the wan-tan-mee store. Following we board the ferry after buying water from the store nearby. Rented bicycle at the end store at $7.50 per bike. Too much suspension i guess. Picked some durians. Weather turned stormy after afternoon so we opened the durian at the shelter on the way. Non was successful, hunted for more durians when the rain stopped then went to have a break at a shop. Coconut and durian, and off to more places on that island. To me it was fun, tiring of course, but fortunately not as strenuous as my cycling visit last year. My hand hurts with the aftermath of a cave-man method of opening the durian with tree branch, nail clipper and stone. Bruises, cuts and sharp material pierced along my skin.

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Never use others to heal your pain
Many times when we are faced with trials, we pretend. Pretend that everything is alright and everything is good. Pretend that we had gotten over the unpleasant experienced and learned all the lessons from it (unfortunately fact shows that some don't). Reason for such act of quick recovery: the world do not stop for you. We all know everything still goes on. How unhappy or hurt you are it is only you and you are not allowed to be hurt for long. Someone pops out suddenly, someone who you happen to see having the potential of diverting from your dwells. With all your effort, you managed to get this person knowing that that scar still exist. And the hope that this person is able to cure you, is able to over-write the past. But will be any outcome? Because this person is able to create anew with you but this person is not the one who is able to make you forget, which sadly, you will be disappointed as your target of getting this person is not met. Living with memories of the past, do you think it is fair for this person? Don't dive into other's life trying to own a benefit, this will never heal your pain. If time is needed, whether be it to mature, be it to understand the whole picture, be fair to yourself too, give yourself time.