Why is that you seemed to have very much discontent with people around you? why is that when someone did something which you do not agree with, you make yourself blacklist that person and remember that person? do you rather be alone? why do you think that age is an ability to see others more clearly? Those people in your black list, how long do you actually know and understand them? do you ask to clarify things with them?

Some people lived their entire lives not able to find someone who completely fit our own personality.