Apologies, I hate to be compared especially to someone i dislike

Apologies, I hate to be treated like extras

Apologies, I hate myself having that smiling look

Apologies, I hate myself having over-oversensitiveness 

Apologies, I hate having good memory on things which condemns

Apologies, I hate myself being soft

Apologies, I hate being serious over jokes

Apologies, I hate myself to say things against my will

Apologies, I hate saying ..................... I am ok