Will be posting some Emo-stuffs.

Have you ever experience a feeling of having to hope for something, even if you do not say and you act as if you don't even bother, suddenly disappeared into smoke. Something about you which you don't wish to be disclosed or don't want to let it out, disappear. Are you suppose to laugh, cry or be emotionless? So which section of the brain is suppose to process this action? The actions, the speech, the words, somehow u know where things stand. Is there an emotion where allows u to laugh, cry, be contented, be lost all at the same time? Both fist held on tightly, so tightly that no air can flow through, so tightly that you just can bear the content to go away. Nothing could be caught. I don't like to do things without confidence and without a clear mind.... that explains...

Walked through lanes and past objects, honestly at times i have been wanting to re-wind the SOP. Then i thought again, I done bad, played lost, mind-ly suffered, do i still have the strength to do the re-wind. Can i do a better job this time round. The aftermath was bad, who can say that things will get better, who can say that there is no problem. Who can put his hand down to opt for agreement and encouragement?

Sometimes people just is stubborn and is finding excuses. In actual fact, people just do not want to spoil things at current state. Because things will never return to its original form after something stupid is done. I am made for a person, i do not want to be send to positions over positions and be shaped and shaped by positions till a time when i do not recognize myself.