It is like days ago since i blogged about holidays ended and school starting. Now here comes the recess week. I hope this will be a week of catching up for me. Everything seemed so difficult to be knocked into my head this sem. Perhaps of the long holidays which cause this syndrome. Well just swim and try to float through...

Had been a week with lots of emotions. Angry, disappointed, sad, happy, stressed, anxious. Anyway, had my presentation on Wednesday. I did badly. Wonder how was my ratings if i were to compare my presentation now and in poly. From the way it is, it dropped. Seemed to lost track of how i use to do it. Quiz on the same day too. Thank God! the lecturer allow us to open the lecture notes to look through, otherwise, i will die flatly on the ground. Thursday was my another quiz, MCQ has always been my enemy. Never once i did satisfying in it. I just dun like to be given options to choose because my brain always function in a way like i will read DEEP into the question and be confused over things which are not the emphasis. Something happened at home. Too comfortable for months and our lives had to be changed suddenly. Felt sad for her. Should feel happy actually but whatever it is, i hope everything will continue as it was. Next was my tuition fee owed my this china family. Being AT, i think it will take the agent weeks before the money will be transact into my account.

I take back my words for 22 Aug 2010, okay, love is still essential in a marriage, that i agree. How disaster would it be to marry a person you don't love. Whatever it is, living in Singapore after 2020 is a challenge. It is not possible to have enough or be well-to-do in Singapore. I've calculated, if i managed to find a average paid job upon graduation, deduct all cpf contribution, bills, transport, money to parents and tuition loans, i would have $10/(meal.day). So if i eat nasi lemak $2.00 every day for every meal, i can save $8 per meal. That is with the assumption that nasi lemak price wont increase more than $2 and if i don't shop at all. Savings will be $100 per month?. Pathetic right?! how possible to even effort the flooring of the house, not saying a house or any dinner. Like some of my friends say, in future, the only greater possibility is to inherit your parents assets. Everyone is facing a battle everyday, some physically, some mentally. Because we all need to eat, need to survive, need security, how can one sit back and say he is peaceful.